Thursday, September 8, 2011

Taking Control (for the first time)

I shared a little bit yesterday, I'm back in the office, doing Ambulance Billing. Its nice to work with familiar people in a pleasant environment again.
So here we go with Suzi's Career
A few days into the change back, I got a postcard for a paramedic class that would be starting soon. Intrigued, I looked up the school, I could afford it, and the schedule worked for me, so it sounded like a match made in heaven...little did I know, just how perfect it would be for me!
A little back story is needed here, I have never (ever, EVER) taken an active role in my own life, I'm learning to belay my fears of the unknown, I have put a lot of energy into making people believe I'm living my life, when really, I'm just floating along. I rarely stand up for myself, but I'm learning to stand up for what is right.
Anyway, here is where I move outside my comfort zone and just do it!

Wednesday, September 7, 2011


WOW! Has it really been...what? ... like 10 months or so since I've written? I have lived a lifetime in those months! My hopeful anticipation of an exciting career soon turned into a harassing, anxiety ridden hell, fueled by hateful bully's that I DO NOT want to remember. I thankfully had someone looking out for me who pulled me out of the situation and gave me the opportunity to finally be the author of my own future! SO! that being said, onward to the next chapter (episode already in progress)!